She's literally the hottest girl i've ever seen. I read and watched A LOT , please end my suffering, i can't hold on anymore she's just too cute, because of her i won't be able to come back to the real world. I absolutely adore her, i want her as a wife, i will cherish her, i won't even ask to hold hands i just want to look at her forever. That is not impossible, but a meager photo of my love may not be yet enough to satisfy my ugly an unsightly desire. HELP, i'm getting paranoid. I can only think of her and it's devouring my mind leaving nothing for reasoning. My God, forgive me for i have sinned. I can't marry anymore, i can't have a child, it would be a sin to continue my bloodline, i want to die, but at least looking at her lovely visage. In my lonely and sorrowful i will look only at her while wallowing in the purgatory flame, if i'm eligible to be, instead of hell i deserve.