I have a bad habit of letting fiction like this get to me, but that was probably the most accurate representation of how my life’s going right now, I think I’m just making this comment to boost the value of my future a bit, maybe my soul mate will leave a reply here for me or even like my comment, stuff like that. Anyways weirdly enough I didn’t cry once reading this, I didn’t feel anything as much as I wanted to feel, I’ve read manga LIKE this and cried my eyes out etc, but I think these words and the context of such words resonated with my numb loneliness irl so much so that I just ended up relating and accepting the harsh truths that were being spilt, I know this will be taken the wrong way and I know I’ll just end up being seen as a emo or a cringe teen, but here at 18 I think I’ve already made some of the worst decisions a human can make in terms of love and things of that nature, again I’m heavily self aware of this comment so sorry for anyone who dies of cringe whilst reading or doesn’t bother and writes me off as another chunni or loser, I couldn’t care less, I just hope maybe just maybe my soul mate could see this, or the person from Poland who I can’t stop thinking about and want back in my life every minute of the day would stumble upon this, so dumb, imagine writing all this in a mangadex comment section so stupid