eventually she does realize she loves Yulan, it's actually nice, but depressing as she starts thinking her love is cursed and only ruins relationships and makes things worse. She is afraid of loving him or anyone. She believes her love for her mom is part of what caused the problems, she believes her love for the first prince was cursed as well and caused problems... it's really depressing hearing her inner thoughts about it. Though, at least she talks about it with her maid who is, no doubt, best person for Vio. The maid legit loves Vio and wants her to be happy and she talks her though it and ya.