Imasara desuga, Osananajimi o Suki ni Natteshimaimashita - Ch. 51 - Six Hours, Just The Two Of Them (Second Half)

[GennArc]

So I think this was kinda one of Aya's healthier life choices. In that she recognized that a relationship with Yuu is a sinkhole where he enables all her worst behavior (even here by offering to be a fallback if she won't do the hard thing of talking to Hikari) so she's like nope, not doing that again even though he gives her some momentary highs.

I'm not sure that's her reasoning.
Although, to be fair, I can't comprehend her reasoning either way. Novel version doesn't help much. It's not like it's out of character, but I can't even imagine the line of thinking in those few seconds marked with "..."

Spoiler: MTL

I desperately hold back the sobs threatening to escape through my clenched teeth.

I force my trembling shoulders, my trembling legs, to stay still with every ounce of strength I have.

Even so, I can't stop the joy welling up from the depths of my heart.

You're saying... it's okay for me to sink into the evening twilight once more?

Me?

Me, who clouded the light... who even ran away from dusk itself?

You're saying... I can have Yuu...?

...

...

Maybe only a few seconds passed.

But inside my heart, it felt like an eternity.

At last, I managed to lift my eyes—eyes from which no more tears were falling—and look at him.

"Yuu..."

"Yeah."

There's nothing left for me to hide anymore.

I can't lie about how I feel.

Whatever this "I can't lie about how I feel" means - I have no clue either. Was it what you suggested? Was it her idea that Yuu's heart wasn't fully in it? Was it about the consequences for all three of them? Was it simply her desire to not have a happy ending? I have no idea.

 

[miyeng]

yea yuu is rtard frfr

 

[gggadget]

Alright brother wrap it up. You doesn't deserve anyone in this story.

 

[SomeGuy10002]

I feel like we've gone past the delusional part of starving. We ain't suffering anymore from psychosis, just enjoying the little pangs in our sunken down stomach while looking up at our ceiling fan slowly spinning as we desperately try to recall a cute romcom about a childhood friend or a seductive troubled girl

 

[Apollo_Ibis]

She needs someone to fill her dark soul with light if you understand my meaning.

Anyone say dark soul?

 

[12345trung]

Every matters will be solved if you all just roll around in bed for a while. Just sayin’.

 

[Maniakiss]

Japanese teens are fuckin' crazy i swear tg bruh smhd my head.

 

[poba]

I haven't read the novel but I hope endgame is Yami is "saved" by Hikari and Yuu is banished for being a little tool

 

[MarcoMook]

Friendly reminder that we can enjoy the manga and find it entertaining without posting an insane wall of text and needlessly picking sides in a fictional drama.

"Enjoy the manga"? Bruh. Got 100 different manga in my follows I can enjoy. I'm here for the dumpster fire that is this story and writing.

Honestly don't know what you're supposed to enjoy in this circling drama where the cast desperately love an extremely self-destructive person, who thrives on pity. And yeah, I can already hear the crowd, but just as people will love this story, there is plenty of room to criticize it too.

Main reason I have vitriol is because, like I'd said in previous chapters, I KNOW somene like Yami. Some people do not want to be happy. Those people will willfully hurt others because they're so self-loathing, they want to hurt other people to justify their feelings. Because accepting the idea of people caring about them is like admitting to a loss. The most you can do for those kinds of people is pray their spiral of self-destruction is inward and not outward, so innocent bystanders aren't caught in the ensuing mess.

 

[KiARume]

GO CHASE HER WE DONT HAVE AGOOD STORY WITHOUT YAMI IN IT

 

[KuroeNekumi]

Nearly all of my enjoyment of this manga now is to come here and read walls of text and people going back and forth about who to blame!

Hey! My enjoyment comes from not even reading the chapters, but reading people react to the mind boggling mess-ups these kids do to themselves and one another, here in the comments.

I can't begin to care about it, since it clearly wants to be angsty until something actually happens again, so I'll just enjoy the fireworks here.

 

[Ragnolock]

Yuu trying to make Ayami believe he still likes her to save her blew up on his face. He knows how fragile she is and he decided to do one of the worst things. Ayami doesn’t need empty confessions of love. She needs actual love and support and he fucked it up

She doesn't need love. She needs a therapist, and medication.

 

[Fairhair96]

Hikari please give up on this dumbass already 😭

 

[jojoka]

I used to have Yami and Yu at the same level of scum but I gotta knock Yami above him now.
She's at the very least moderately self aware that she's awful while he isn't.

 

[Rafalga]

I like that the VERY first comment was just a butthurt dumbfuck waiting on his toes for a proper Yuu negative chapter (which is this one) to spill his said butthurt. Never change romcom addicts never change.

And for Yuu, what the fuck were you even trying to accomplish here?

 

[beThereShortly]

I feel nothing.

 

[Grishnag]

Alright, we tried helping her, she is an unrepentant bitch, lets give up.

 

[kiero13]

yami's source of grief are many, but its mostly her mom.

but even if yuu decides to unalive her mom so she can be freed from her, yami will just use it as her new reason to make herself miserable.

theres no winning yami if its yuu/hikari related. it needs to be an entirely new character/s that are outsiders.

idk how to properly explain but its just so much harder when the people trying to help you are people you think so highly of. it needs to start with herself, yes, but the person/s to give her the push to finally help herself needs to be either her mom trying to change for the better or someone completely new.

its up to the yami defenders to enter her world and save her.

 

[Trevoga]

I'm so tempted to start posting walls of text talking about completely unrelated fucking shit

 

[geistchevalier]

Female MC deserves better friends than these two