So he didnt want to IMPROVE himself? "If I make my face beautiful, I will start being more confident, happy and accepted! And thats unacceptable, because I want to keep being a hunted down loser, since change is bad! Ah, but its fine to train magic and get super OP." Was that his logic? He made his life hell for such a stupid ideal?? UNCLEEE YOU MOTHERFUCKERRRR