Yeah... I think I'll drop this now. I was only interested if he came out good in the end. Seems like he's gonna be fucked in the head the entire time. I thought maybe the sword girl would make his wholesome side come out, it didn't. I also thought maybe the demon girl would bring out his wholesome side. I'm severely doubting that possibility now.
Auhor just wants revenge for a revenge plot, but doesn't get what makes these kinds of stories interesting. Well, maybe for a cringy edge doomer if that's his target audience.
I was enjoying the plot so far, but if he just stays consumed by his revenge all the time with no bouts of sanity I'm just gonna stop reading. Maybe next time.