Just makes me wonder, if she ever truly loved him. You'd think that if she ever truly loved him, she would have the decency not to get with him since she always intended this whole suicide ritual. That she would have spared him that kind of pain and just gone to a sperm bank or had a one-night stand. Thus her selfishness is really sickening honestly.Her hatred is overshadowed her love for her husband and kids, so no matter how much she loves them, her hatred toward her family always win.
I guess to put it in simpler term "man, I love that restaurant food and all the worker always nice, but I haaaaateee the owner so I hope he got no customer and goes bankrupt" .