I cried, like through the whole chapter, Its the first time a book/movie made me actually cry, not just feel sad or feel like crying, I never thought I was even capable of crying that much after quite a few really sad stories most recent example being darling in the franxx which came close but it still wasnt it.
And i knew how its gonna end from the very firsr chapter, I even knew the exact circumstances it was going to happen, so why, and I read it all in one go too, its 3am, i started readin at 11pm, it just makes no sense, I spent 4 hours with these characters and yet I feel like I lost something too, and now i'm suppoused to just go to sleep like normal.
I dont even know what I'm talking about, I have never in my life felt emotions this deep after finishing a story like that.