Fully satisfied with how this ended.
Fuyuki's narrative musings about learning to trust in your heart and your feelings was so poignant and really encapsulates what I took as an overarching theme of the series - that you really never can know what resides in the heart of another, and that taking that leap of faith is your sole means of discovering if that potential future you envision, or yearn for, can manifest.
She and Eri both loved one another. They always had. The timbre of their love was never perfectly aligned, but the depth of feeling and weight of import they placed on the other being in their life, remains clear as day.
Eri would have been lost without Fuyuki, and Fuyuki would have been lost with Eri. And while it was Fuyuki's fear of rejection, fear of being uncertain, that drove the brunt of the narrative, it also provided the foundation for growth in her that would eventually see her taking that leap of faith and reaching for the stars, and it paid off in happiness.
And I think I can resonate with her a bit, in the sense that a "lack of knowledge/certainty" can leave me paralyzed in making decisions or taking action. If I feel like I'm missing variables or can't ascertain a certain detail or piece of information, I lose confidence in being able to make the "right call", and end up fully immobile and ultimately do nothing. And it's cost me in the past, as a result. And I'm glad that Fuyuki didn't miss her chance at happiness, and found her way past that with the help of those around her.
I definitely wasn't as sold on Eri when I started this as I am now, but looking back - I very much like that her character was rather constant. She was always pointed toward Fuyuki. It might not have been romantic love at the start, but the concept of "different types of love, but still the same weight and significance" was used to great effect here, in my mind.
But love itself isn't always static, and it doesn't always retain its shape. Sometimes it grows, sometimes it shrinks. Sometimes it morphs into jealousy, into hate, or disappears entirely. But it also can bloom and manifest into bigger, more profound feelings for another person, and that is precisely what has happened for Eri with Fuyuki, I think. And it's that way for people of all stripes all over the real world. The more you honestly wield your heart and trust in your feelings, the more truths and wonders you can discover. Fuyuki finally told her truth, and Eri responded in kind, and together as they continue to grow, those feelings mix, and merge, and are nurtured by their past and their future and become something new.
And looking at it like that, I see parallels all around me, and realize it's really not all that strange. Love, like life, isn't a static thing, and the mark of a good story to me is showing that is the case in how love can change its shape between two people, even when it's moving from one "good" thing to another "good" thing.
Glad I read this one. Glad I found it, and gave it a chance, and that it helped me get over my own shortsightedness in analyzing and digesting and appreciating stories that I might otherwise never allow myself to resonate with.
I'd give it an 11 if I could.