@penmore I don't think it's that simple, there were other bands there, you think all of them had better players than her? I doubt it! if people involved in the music world can praise her (even the owner of the place) , then she's very good, but you really need conviction and attitude to be on the stage and really reach the audience, to look fearless can't be summarized with just good or bad. It could be because she doesn't feel like she's part of the band too.
Anyway... What can I say, I'm just glad that Yokiko was there and yeah, there's no way she could face her father right now.
@saenahonce I draw and I get artblocks, when I'm normal I can make wonderful things but when I'm blocked I can't even make the basic stuff without feeling miserably, and then I try again and again and again for a couple of days and nothing. Of course, it doesn't last long but the trigger can be exhaustion, confidence, motivation or something in my mentality... I really know what's like to realize that there's not only someone better than you, THERE'S OVER A MILLION so when you face that truth, your own stuff can even feel generic... In short, it happens, yeah!