This remind me of myself when I was in grade school......
People keep blaming me and I keep blaming them, until I was middle school I stop blaming since it didnt solve anything and how I solve the problem by not getting closer to people.
In highschool I either had and didnt had friend (I myself are not so sure since Im not close to anyone) and somehow I lose my emotions (somehow).
Sorry for suddenly a bit OOTP in this comment and for the bad english 😅