Reading this as I sit on my balcony during this outbreak, as I also graduate onto my senior high years... the wind breezing past me as I thought about my future made me tear up... fuck.
Deyum it I know how that felt because I went through this kind of experience. Good thing I got a job but unfortunately it is not related to the college course I got which is sad. But I can't complain when it's the thing that's feeding my Gacha addiction.
I may have a degree and decent job but otherwise I'm the same, sitting alone with a game and regretting who I am as everyone else lives their lives. She's hot, she's got that going for her.