I fumbled with a childhood friend once. She was tomboysh, liked to play rough, beat and pin me down. She was quite my type, and I think I liked her, but I was too scared. Funny thing is, I had quite the chance and I kinda knew that, was just to scared of change, open myself and shit. Wasted the few chances to have sum of these "whimsical, manga-like" romances because of fear. Well, it is what it is