Ori no Naka - Ch. 18 - My Life Is For...

[RakshaJaeger]

She’s gonna destroy anything sane left in him huh I could almost think that this story is deep and all if that bloody pad masturbating didn’t happen first. Maybe it was necessary to get the dynamic between the 2 going but it made becoming absurd imo
Thanks for the translation

 

[Ninja]

She might like strong emotions that burn hot but quickly. The love of insects.

 

[rymar]

She is gonna fuck him up even worse...maybe

 

[UdenEmpati]

She’s gonna destroy anything sane left in him huh I could almost think that this story is deep and all if that bloody pad masturbating didn’t happen first. Maybe it was necessary to get the dynamic between the 2 going but it made becoming absurd imo
Thanks for the translation

It also set the stage for how twisted his relationship with women is, stemming from his own self-hatred. She's the closest he'd gotten to actually confessing to a girl whom he liked, and his first instance of interaction was stealing her used pads--something uniquely associated with women in terms of their biology while holding some connection to their sexuality, but also an aspect still heavily stigmatized by much of society (how often is "on her period" used to deride women in social or professional situations?)

So that being his first connection to her is meant to set the tone in his perverse fascination with her, while highlighting how debased he is, as he knows how terrible he's being even as he can't stop.

 

[joomba]

So many pathetic casuals have infiltrated the manga scene. Manga fans wouldn't have batted an eye to this pre-pandemic...

When the top mangas back then were Molester Man and Kurosawa the Master of Masturbation...

But Master of Masturbation was really wholesome, got me through a tough period in my life.

 

[VesperPie]

Do they count as experience if he barely learnt anything constructive from them?

Well probably not if its just three whole thrust every single time. But seriously, I presume a certain amount of money gets a john at least 30 minutes. In which case he can do other things and not do the same thing every single time. Even a blind man can learn his own way without anyone telling him directions.

 

[Follarin-kun]

run man

 

[Follarin-kun]

But Master of Masturbation was really wholesome, got me through a tough period in my life.

onani master kurosawa was raw but the characters were interesting and the story ended up in an uplifting tone, also they were kids. Here we are looking at either completely broken or rotten individuals

 

[GG334]

I think I hate this manga.

why

 

[RisingC]

Maybe the weirdest fetish manga currently releasing. Think reading the aikatsu doujin makes me question if the mangaka cares to say anything of note but I got my popcorn ready for whatever happens next

 

[Entryhazard]

wow crazy sex drive

Thank you for translating

He's been going with prostitute for almost 10 years, so that he went with 8 different ones over that span is not that odd

So he is a regular customer yet still says he is inexperienced?

Yes, because as mentioned in the previous chapters, prostitutes are instructed with complimenting and praising him as the client, which includes pretending they are enjoying the sex. He knows this but it also means he never received any feedback that would have improved how he does it

 

[zersetsu]

She’s gonna destroy anything sane left in him huh I could almost think that this story is deep and all if that bloody pad masturbating didn’t happen first. Maybe it was necessary to get the dynamic between the 2 going but it made becoming absurd imo
Thanks for the translation

I wanna like the guy but the pads..can't get over that

 

[soda_bunny]

Ohhh poor dude. He finally learned what it means to consider the wants and needs of another without getting clouded by his own ego. I'm def not surprised he thinks he's in love since this is his first genuinely reciprocal relationship.
But ah man, this girl seems like she might be more of a sadistic type than a typical yandere. It's a shame he had to have this experience with someone who clearly won't be careful with him!

 

[nxneil13]

Thx for the TL

I think I hate this manga.

I don't think you ever suppose to like this manga lol

 

[Prida10]

So many pathetic casuals have infiltrated the manga scene. Manga fans wouldn't have batted an eye to this pre-pandemic...

When the top mangas back then were Molester Man and Kurosawa the Master of Masturbation...

All those sloppy Isekai and power fantasies have attracted these casuals who jumped on the anime bandwagon when it became cool and mainstream on social media, but who actually only watch the most popular series. They just know what they know and don't know how a manga can be wild.

 

[Koniradek]

Thanks for the tl!
I wonder whether this is the middle point, or just the beginning... So much thing can happen to my man, unfortunately most won't end in his favor. Let the dumpster burn.

 

[GalladeGuy]

Is this a good development? I can't even tell at this point.

 

[henman]

Damn, p.18...it was beautiful

Thank you for the translation, good sir. Your comments at the end are on the point as usual.

P.S. noticed the comment about score. Gave a 10. Let's pull it up, gentlemen

 

[UdenEmpati]

Is this a good development? I can't even tell at this point.

It is in terms of the spirit of the title.
It's almost certainly not for the sake of Gomi.

 

[story645]

He knows this but it also means he never received any feedback that would have improved how he does it

If anything, the experiences with prostitutes have made his insecurity even worse. He doesn't trust his instincts & it takes a while for him to open up to Yumezora cause he's worried that she's just being nice like the prostitutes - that's why he compares her reactions to theirs.