I'm surprised we didn't see those two manga authors.
(Ruby) -is also forced to forcefully feign joy and happiness while hiding the pain?
I believe the implication when she said "it's an incredibly fun job" is she's thriving. There's darkness, but she used it like a tool to make her glow brighter, giving hope to others similar to what Ai did for Serina.
Thanks to the brother who cut himself out of her life for 5-10 idol years (Aqua had such a low opinion of his sister, thinking that a short term idol career was more important and valuable to her than the life of her sibling and closest person?)?
So we just ignored the entire manga in favor of returning to the status quo of Aqua/Goro once again brutally dying alone and suffering for the sake of others and Serina/Ruby once again feigning happiness while being broken inside? And that's not even to mention that the work, which began with a scandal over the discussion of suicide, ended with the portrayal of suicide as an important self-sacrifice (not to mention the fact that the entire ending is essentially a mirror copy of the ending of the delusional live action Bokumachi movie for some strange reason).
I just don't understand. If the promised special chapter doesn't change anything, this manga and everything related to it will simply lose me. I don't even know how I can continue to follow anime or listen to Yoasobi after this.
They tried a peaceful solution with the whole "Ai loves you" record thing and walked away pretty happy, Kamiki forced Aqua's hand by his attempt to kill Ruby which likely won't stop.
Nino is stop, but chapter 165 shows us that Kamiki has more people to use, and despite the number of victims, no incriminating evidence to condemn him are found.
Serina/Ruby once again feigning happiness while being broken inside?
It's not fake, when she said that the job is a lot of fun to herself around page 20, that was real. You can feel sad while still striving toward your goals and be happy while doing it.
Exactly. How can you look up for story, if you know, that almost everything that will happen between then and the end will be meaningless? I mean, there is always FIRE animation and art, but...
I get that it's not satisfying, but isn't the entire movie arc a large part of why Ruby can move on as shown in the ending? And I'm sure there are others too, I know that Kana and Aqua has a little change during the whole filming.
I kind of get your point, and I would say I liked the ending rather than hated it (still went from an 8 to a 7), but in the long run it feels weird as Aqua clearly knew what Ai represented was good but not healthy at all, and Ruby ended like her mom, while sacrificing himself for her so it feels like a nothing burger, like we got back to status quo, but on the other side as you said it ties back to the theme and choose to be darker.
Ai's lies did keep her isolated and cause misunderstanding, but the manga also shows that lies, manipulation, and "darkness" are essential in the industry (aside from acting being acting, there is also Memchou breaking the gloomy mood after she confessed lying about her age, and Ruby ranking up by pleasing the producer and co-producer during the arc that ended with the producer crossplaying.
Not that said darkness should be kept entirely, the manga also shows bad things not worth keeping, just that it needs to be tempered with aspects like honesty and understanding. Memchou's age reveal and the old producer making his own cosplay to understand the cosplayer's protest are examples of this too, though Aqua saving Akane from suicide along with Akane's reputation with the help of the other actors, actresses, and the cameraman are also example of this.