i like how genuine(?) this manga felt
a lot of you seems to curse michelle a lotbut considering her POV from her childhood till the last page its almost a must happen phase and yes she handled it poorly
think of it like ever since birth you never felt a certain emotion and u suddenly felt a barrage of that emotion and you love how it felt and you want more but you dont care who it is from so you just roll with it and you felt like everyone who tries to stop those emotions are evil and you start opposing them and then you realise that its wrong to do that so you felt bad and want to reconcile