The incredibly depressing thing about my brain is that I read the sentences "As an author I do not assume that everyone will be affected by a tragic situation, even with historical upheaval. All manner of events happen during one's lifetime, and in order to get through them, everyone shows strength in their own way. Therefore, I believe in living a meaningful life." and that little meat bastard in my skull just goes "she doesn't deny the possibility of some of them dying in the World Wars. A life as a widow/widower can still be meaningful" and that line of thought sucks.