man, I'm just halfway on the first chapter, and I feel like this manga is pointing fingers at me lmao. I genuinely been in an exact situation and went through the exact same shit for years until 3 years ago when I finally found a way to let it go (after she reappeared in my life while I was trying to fix it and found she survived, alive and well, but unfortunately being forced to marry.) This really hits close to home lol.