@Mihanya
I can see your point of view, but I also disagree with you.
I think the reason why he didn't give her a more "normal" choice to live is because she still had to face punishment for her association with her family.
Usually, in stories with a setting like this, when someone is convicted for a crime, usually the forms of punishment are:
A) Death by execution
B) Exile from the kingdom/country/etc.
C) Live your life in a monastery to reflect and repent on your actions
Out of these three, clearly the most safe and lenient punishment would be to live your days in a monastery, where you are guaranteed a shelter, and perhaps some peace and quiet.
Exile might also be good, but it really depends on whether or not the MC would be able to properly survive by herself. Given that she is a noblewoman who has had maids to look after her, I would say that her chances of success in exile are pretty slim.
In Kaid's perspective, this was probably the best chance for him to give her a chance at living. But of course, we saw how that went down. He didn't consider how the MC would feel about it, and he didn't realize how it would be torture for her. A mistake on his behalf because he didn't think about it like that.
As for
I can't find any place where he show his love to MC
. I didn't say he loved her, because I don't think what he felt for the MC was anywhere near what "love" entails.
After all, he was only a young boy, and his true feelings are still up for speculation.
But I did say that he cared, and he cared about her enough to try to save her.
In Vol 1 Ch.3, where it shows a flashback from their past, it shows that back then, even though he lied about who he really was, he still trusted her enough to reveal the basis of his motivations: the poor and hungry who die suffering. He was being open to her. It shows later on in the chapter that when he told her all of that he was being genuine because even years later, it's evident that he feels passionate about helping those who are unfortunate. He may have not loved her, but he certainly did not hate her.
However, adding onto this, I do think that perhaps he did hold a bit of affection for her. Not quite feelings of love-- nothing quite
that deep. Like a crush?
In page 10 of Vol 1 Ch.3, she smiles at him (and she's really cute when she does it, ok).
For one moment she's all that's reflected in his eyes. From the reflection, we can see that she's clearly surprised--caught off guard-- and blushing.
After seeing her beautiful smile, he dove in and stole a kiss. Visual storytelling. It was a short moment with a lot to weight.
And dw, your English was alright!