I wish I was kinder to those people in my life that truly wanted to be my friends, but who I would selfishly turn my back on in their times of need because I in my arrogance thought myself better than them at the time. And I wish I was less kind to those people who I desired to be friends with. Not because I liked them or their character, but because I wanted to be friends with that certain type of person.
Throughout life, I would discard those that genuinely cared for me, while holding those who never truly wanted anything to do with me more than what I could provide them at the time in such high esteem.
Ultimately, in both realities I believe that if I was a better person, someone who knew when to kept their mouth shut and take the few minutes out of their day to listen to the problems of others more often, by being someone like that I would have genuinely been able to hurt less people in the end and lived a happier life.
They say that it is never too late to stop being a bad person, to stop hurting those you love, to turn your back on sin and the like. I don't believe that. I don't think the world would be fair if people could.
I fart. And this manga is ass.