Maybe this comic isn't for you.
Trans people literally have dreams like this. Hell I dreamed I was in a terrible car accident, and they had no choice but to change my gender cause the mutilation was so terrible. I was 11. Even in my dream I was pretending like I didn't want it, so nobody would know how exciting it was.
"I need smaller hands, well I guess I should try being a girl cause they have smaller hands. Oh dang!" She just needed an excuse. A cisgender person wouldn't want to.
Go read something that was written for you. Comment on that.