God I hate Pamela xjjzzjzm
there are hints that she could redeem herself through a character arc with Jude
But I think now that she has drugged him, it will require her to almost lose him, and realize what he means to her when it is or almost is too late
either way I agree that Pamela is too toxic
Folks if your partner kills people and then drugs you so that you will change your morals, a core of your character...
Also I don't think Jude was into the kiss as much as he felt a sense of sadness and resignation, for being unable to change Pamela and knowing Pamela was now resorting to using force on him - the relationship they could have had, the way things were going seemingly well, it all just fell apart