She Doesn't Know Why She Lives. - Vol. 2 Ch. 17 - I'll keep it in mind

[MangaDex]

 

[XieShu]

As much as i love her pessimistic outlook there are really easy solutions to her life.
Sadly

 

[Tammyuwu]

Nice to see that she's getting more social with her co-workers 😃

 

[VINT64]

Always like this: some older people come and say "oh my, what a nice young man! You have stable 9-to-5 job with good salary, and you're so smart! You have your future opening in all directions! Just go and grab it!"
Not a single one can sees that I'm bu... that I have already burned out and have completely no reason to stay where I am and continue to do what I do... That's why my current situation is fragile as thin ice, and I can't trust their words in the least.

 

[Sonaza]

@XieShu Do share those solutions.

Even though my situation isn't exactly the same, to me giving such advice as "just go out more" (to where exactly?) or "have fun with your friends" (which I don't have) is the exact opposite actually helping anything. It would make me feel more useless for being such a failure and make me want to kill myself all the more. Page 7 especially hits a close note with me as I'm about the same age as she is and to me it feels I've already missed doing a lot of things at my age.

 

[Kotoneshi]

This chapter felt extra relatable to me.

 

[SpudWumper]

page 7 felt like i was reading my own thoughts and i hate it and hate myself for relating

if only it was so easy to just have something happen and everything just works out
i can plan for my future all i want but my shitty future is the last thing i want to think about, and all the people around me telling i should be doing this or that, thinking about this thing and that thing, so tiring, i'm doing my best just getting out of bed and going to college
but i guess since everyone else can do it, i should be able to too

 

[theartistofsoulbell]

As much as i love her pessimistic outlook there are really easy solutions to her life.
Sadly

ah, so you're not one of us