Regardless, the author's vision is one of chaos and beauty, and is a sight to behold indeed.
Sure, the mc is confused and lost atm, and maybe he won't change his mind about all this and remain a boring mc, but maybe not. Maybe he could finally be entertaining.
What Hirouta needs right now, is a true ally. Perhaps people who hunt blood race without blood race powers.
Kaneki always had allies he could rely on, no matter what stage of transformation he was at.