This. Essentially this. Dude was better than the girl yet told her each time he isn't as good as her yet so isn't worthy of her yet. Each time they met, where the girl probably tried to tell him he is good enough and they should date (as in the first time since "mission" started), he brushed her off that he isn't worthy of her and bashed her head in with his delulu idolised version of her he created in his mind. She in my eyes started to be scared of him, will he ever find himself good enough? Or maybe he will finally realise that she isn't as good as his delulu version of her and he would destroy her even more by telling her he isn't interested in her any more or something, or better yet tell her she needs to get better - something probably impossible for her judging by her and that other dudes depression? She looked like someone with heavy PTSD - at the end where the sex happened she looked like just a thought of meeting with MC was devastating her, she begged for help, the other dude probably saw the opportunity to fuck with MC and "take his girl" so he jumped her and she didn't stop him - she probably realised its a way of getting herself freed from MC delulu idolised shackles. I mean she looked relieved when she saw MC watching them. She probably hoped it will be the end of it all, but MC in his retardness concluded that he isn't good enough and continued to get better and she probably were at that point - end scenes - considering changing jobs or something.
They didn't create it, he became one himself.
He loved not the real sempai who was there the whole time, he loved an idealized version of her that no matter what he did, he could never measure to. The first time he should have noticed it was when he was publicly and unambiguously declared the best performing employee of the company, surpassing even his love interest senpai. Yet even he refused to see reality and still clung to his idealized love like and obsessed idiot. Both his senpai and coworker were jealous, yes, but they were more depressed. They see they have lost him on his obsession, especially his love-interest sempai who was also hurt by all this. But the fukken idiot didn't even notice that he was hurting her with his behaviour.
So they ended up having sex to console and giving solace to each other. Not the most healthy action to do and unjustified by any and all means. But the MC was responsible for things to end up like that. And in the end, he clung to his obsession of an unreachable sempai instead of confronting her or asking why she did that like you should do when dealing with a real person.
I skimmed through from chapters before the beach thing, and after. And she never asked him to go behind anything. She pulled him to go to the beach to cheer him up - where she showed him one of her tits and accidentally saw his dick but thats it.When does this even take place? She wears this outfit in chapter 36 and 37, but she never asks him to go behind a warehouse. Does anyone know?
It's literally manga made for NTR lovers 🤣 I'm not masochistic so I'm just her for the uncensored Hbroo why am i even reading this shit, like this manga is literally a garbage bin put on fire 😭😭😭
I learned recently that those types of stories are called BSS or Boku wa Saki ni Suki datta meaning "I loved her first." It's like an NTR sub genre where instead of cheating it's about how the MC's crush is taken away from him by someone else who's more proactive.They weren't dating at all. The day where she "cheated" was basically a day months into the story where MC finally decided that maybe he is good enough to date her, but at that point she was basically scared oh him, she actually looked like she begged the other guy for help, and him going after her sexually was kinda the "freedom" she wanted. Or at least thats how that oneshot reads to me lol.
Yeah, part the one proactive in the oneshot was MC, just that he proactively pushed the girl away into jealousy and despairI learned recently that those types of stories are called BSS or Boku wa Saki ni Suki datta meaning "I loved her first." It's like an NTR sub genre where instead of cheating it's about how the MC's crush is taken away from him by someone else who's more proactive.
Its a lot, but read it if you canThis. Essentially this. Dude was better than the girl yet told her each time he isn't as good as her yet so isn't worthy of her yet. Each time they met, where the girl probably tried to tell him he is good enough and they should date (as in the first time since "mission" started), he brushed her off that he isn't worthy of her and bashed her head in with his delulu idolised version of her he created in his mind. She in my eyes started to be scared of him, will he ever find himself good enough? Or maybe he will finally realise that she isn't as good as his delulu version of her and he would destroy her even more by telling her he isn't interested in her any more or something, or better yet tell her she needs to get better - something probably impossible for her judging by her and that other dudes depression? She looked like someone with heavy PTSD - at the end where the sex happened she looked like just a thought of meeting with MC was devastating her, she begged for help, the other dude probably saw the opportunity to fuck with MC and "take his girl" so he jumped her and she didn't stop him - she probably realised its a way of getting herself freed from MC delulu idolised shackles. I mean she looked relieved when she saw MC watching them. She probably hoped it will be the end of it all, but MC in his retardness concluded that he isn't good enough and continued to get better and she probably were at that point - end scenes - considering changing jobs or something.
You said a lot to come to the same conclusion I did. All 3 of them are retarded, mentally challenged people, and their actions put them into a circle-jerk of self-fucking. I just don't really see it as MC being a saint and the girl being the worst female on earth like some people on that one-shot comment section.Its a lot, but read it if you can
The MC idealized her because SHE made him do it. She could have date him, but nooo, that's why he got obsessed. He wanted to be better for FMC even tho she said "enough" MC saw that enough as mocking or compassion from her, that's why he kept getting better. FMC and the other retard were scared and jealous of him, that's why FMC NTR'ed him, MC "friend" is also a huge piece of shit... I dont know if by the end of the one-shot, the FMC and MC's "friend" are dating or what, but I hated the way she looked at him when having sex like "You're nothing" or "I'm sorry" or "I'm free" she initiated it and instead of confronting him head on and saying "listen to me, you're already perfect, you don't need to improve anymore" no, she decided to cheat. By the end, MC is a a greater position than those two years later after the incident and she looks at him with a sad gaze mixed with jealously like if she was saying "I'm sorry..." I hope MC shitty friend and FMC aren't dating, I don't even know how FMC didn't realize that guy wasn't comforting her or helping her but USING HER... ffs, such a retard type of girl. You put high expectations, guy decides to achieve them because he loves you, he is doing it, you tell him to stop and he keeps going because he isn't "enough', you decide to NTR him with his coworker instead of fucking putting a stop to it and talking, you look at him like if nothing happened while getting fucked, years later you look at him, now positions higher than you both, with sad and jealousy... All of that could have been avoided by not being dumb and confronting MC and telling him "stop" even when he said he still wasn't worthy or accepting him the first time... she already said he was already perfect, but she fucked up. After all of this, God knows if the coworker and FMC started dating which I hope not and the fact that MC ended up with PTSD after being enough for her and just watching her shit on all his efforts after months like it was NOTHING... MC is fucked up for not knowing when to stop, FMC is a whore for setting up high expectations despite them being not necessary and end up fucking other guy because you were sad or jealous, and the coworker for trying to "help" MC at first ans then betraying him despite all his efforts. All three of them are fucked up, but this could have been avoided if MC wasn't so persistent and if FMC confronted him properly, pushing the coworker away, or accepting MC the first Time. BRAINDEAD CHARACTERS.
broo why am i even reading this shit, like this manga is literally a garbage bin put on fire 😭😭😭