For some reason this story is a mixed of oddness, confusion, interesting, unpredictable. I mean it is interesting, and just not ur normal kind of isekai manhwa.
Its nerve wrecking in a way.
And Ash is actually quite vulnerable, she has no backing at all.
She only has herself in that world.
It feels like she's trying to somehow fit in as much as she could and secure a normal placement where she can at least stand.
I can understand her actions, i sort of feel her subtle anxiety.