Yukiho seems to love self-sabotaging. She does things that she dislike because she has thir distorted notion that someday, someone will read her mind and "accept the real her"?
What the hell? Woman please, dont go around saying that you are using someone if you actually want that person in your life. You are not a kid or a confused teen, so there is no excuse dor your behavior.
Get real or go away, but dont go around stringing Meguru along your issues.