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Haha, for me I feel like I've been reading as if I'm Noph more than Fah. The whole time I'm like "GIRL STOP ALHDFALKJF"
I think a lot of Fah's motivations is based in shame. I think she genuinely wants to "repent", so to speak, for her crime of having unprotected sex at too young an age. Like, I get the impression she feels like she can prove herself as a young mother by shouldering all of it by herself. Or even, shouldering it all herself is a punishment she's giving herself.
But, I also think there's a certain degree of just running away from her problems too. It's scary to tell her parents. It's scary to tell her boyfriend. So she hides behind that motivation a little as an excuse not to tell them.
Which, all of this is I believe a social commentary about how women's sex lives are treated. Too often, babies are treated as punishments for women who dared to have sex, especially young women. Like even with any abortion debate aside, there are a lot of people who will entirely frame a baby at a young age as "Well now you've ruined your entire life and this is the punishment you have to live with and you better take responsibility for your actions" blah blah blah. No, having a baby when you're not ready isn't ideal. It's not the end of your life though, even if you decide to keep and raise it yourself. You'll struggle, but plenty of young moms can go onto do all the things they wanted to do. Maybe not at the same times as they imagined, but nothing is really impossible. And that's what I personally think TheTerm is going for in this series. A "redemption" kinda thing for a young woman who made a mistake (or 2), but those mistakes don't have to entirely define her future. They just become a part of her future.
I'm really looking forward to the chapters once the cat's out of the bag. I've glanced over a couple raws so I have a bit of an idea, but you know, I want the deets! lol.
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