uhm... yeah. she literary just think of her as "someone always know what i want best" and want her back.What exactly is Bai Yan hoping to accomplish here? Based on how Xiou Lu recounts her experiences, (Ch. 9, specifically) she seemed like just a straight girl cruelly leading on a lesbian. What relationship does she hope to obtain with her exactly? Does she just want Xiou Lu to dote on her like in middle school?