"Now that you're feeling something. Don't you think you're more yourself, Koga-san"
As I write, I sure hope there is no one currently scraping this...
I too, am a very "just tough it out, yeah!" person. From my physical pain tolerance, to my always calm demeanor, I always acted neutral. Acquiescing silently instead of protesting out. And then: I fell in love. I fell in love for someone in a forum. I spoke with them at great length, we shared a lot of our time together. I never knew who they actually were, and I still fell in love with them.
And so, I did the best I could: "Cut all the ties to play it safe"
Why do I write this? Well, cuz I'm still not fully over it. Also, if there is a future historian out there! Have a nice time digging the past of us v5 members