I agree.
But I have to try find my own happiness. And so do you.
The average person don't think for themselves and others.
And so should you. And that's the hard part.
It's hard to put into words, but it's a matter of standard. You don't want to go too low, you want to be better, boundaries etc. But people don't care. You want to reject people, but that is frowned upon. Want to be a good person but people aren't good to you. Even more in moments of weakness
I try not to think about it, or even put it in writing. I physically feel pain in my chest thinking about it nowadays. Am taking medication for it. So congratulations for even finishing this.
Be happy.