Oh, as someone with depression for years, this feels super relatable; trying to sleep all day (or no sleeping at all) and no eating is the worst thing you can do to hurt your body and tire your mind out, but that's something we do when we don't want to give up but there's still no energy to do anything; It makes no sense that every single being has been extremely disgusting with her tho, but I hope she'll find a healthier inner state to start living differently.
Edit: Depression sucks, definitely. :") Ty for the chapter~ <3