I can't. I'm shocked his brother was such a real brother he didn't want to drag him down as well. Fucking hell.
When you wish you had a friend like that. I read first 4 chapters forever ago and either 5 wasnt out or I also dropped it because of the hurt. As for him NOT dying? Whatever. He's a cheat instead it's more stupid he even got stabbed after all he's almost neili as well + his body was strengthened so he should be faster than other dude.