Ah sh*t (sorry for the vocabulary haha). I thought I was ready to finish reading the chapter but that cliffhanger!!!! Pls don't tell me is her boss or someone important. )": And how tf did he know she was going to be recognized?! I guess I shouldn't be surprised but yay, I'm still shocked.
Oh well, despite that I think this is the chapter that I've liked the most so far? Idk, I just find so odd how happy I felt for He Yan at some moments. I was super glad that she wasn't being destroyed there, maybe because of that faint and light "happiness" (it's not happiness but thanks to Shen Xing's usually horrible behavior I feel relieved and happy every time he doesn't force her to do some sh*t, just saying)/ adorable vibe I felt I gain some life; but at the same time this chapter has also made me feel the saddest and the weirdest so far, she's just collapsing without him and I think that hurts more because it shows her current strength.
Am I touched that Fu Shen Xing is not being as horrible as usual with He Yan? No, but I feel weird (I still hate him tho haha). Am I emo rn because of how weak she looks and how she seemed to left her guard down? Yep, but I'm confused because idk how much of that it's real and at the same time I can't believe is not real, lol. I mean, just see how much she's touching him, how she's asking him for more and more, how she cries... a part of me certainly thinks it's part of her plan and the other just makes me wonder how capable she is of not breaking apart and how capable she is to even act so adorable and fragile in front of that monster? Because if she's just pretending WOW. Really.
In the story, there are chapters showing insights about what's going on inside her mind or how the author worked with this part? Because I seriously can't imagine the bomb of emotions she's showing vs what's she's truly feeling and the thoughts that are inside her head.
Edit: Ah, Alpaca. ): I'm gonna miss your little notes, they made me trust in this story (and now this is the only one I read as fast as see there's a new chapter), knowing this would be a roller coaster of emotions but it'll be worthy. I also felt that all of us readers and u were cheering for He Yan equally so I'm gonna miss that. In other things, I already follow u here in Mangadex, so I'll pay attention to your activity. I really appreciate all your effort and how u kept sharing this with us despite having your own busy life. You're awesome, virtual hug. Tnksm* <3
Ps: Geez, I hate to the core how hot he looks. ):<
@aquariumtourmaline why it was axed? :0)