Like wtf, its been 133 chapters how can your self esteem still be this low. You know what he is just gaslighting himself "uh i know hanako wont joke but anyway ill say some dumb shit", "i know hanako came all the way here to ask me but anyway ill go with this new girl". She rarely asks you something to do and the moment some random girl comes to competition you ll choose the easy way bailing out. But hanako always helps you for anything. Ungrateful character, no development. At this point these girls should just quit pursuing him it doesnt even make sense anymore. Im so tired of him i want a chad guy to came to cuck this guy, i want hentai ntr development i lost it.