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I am in the middle of carrying a league of legends game about to close it out, and my bra-less wife brings me a sandwich (not asked for) with chips as I get a double kill bot lane.

So how is your day going?
UnnamedPlayer
UnnamedPlayer
Not sure if it's a good day, but at least i'm not playing LOL so it could be worse.
minor vent
i am so tired of being alone
i hate waking up knowing that i won't talk to anyone for more than 3 minutes.
i hate being seen as annoying by my mom and talking to my sister very briefly over the phone.
i hate the fact that one of the only people i talk to is my coworker who i will not see for an entire year as I can't work both this job and go to classes.
MinecraftStoryModeLover
MinecraftStoryModeLover
but most of all

i hate that i can't blame anyone but myself.


im a fool.

i do stupid stupid things.

i can't understand the reasons behind some of my actions besides impulse.

i can't even do the very little i do correctly.

i feel so purposeless when im not at work now

no friends, no future aspirations, and yet a tinge of self superiority.


maybe im a narcissist.

maybe im just an asshole.

even if i knew for sure i don't think i would have many more friends.

any tips to get over this feeling?
Sahkuh
Sahkuh
I learned that I shouldn't listen to these kind of thoughts when I'm in a dark place, because they don't come from me, but from an asshole.

I also felt really lonely, so I started playing MTG and as long as I could avoid the sweaty try hards, the people at friday night magic or at a playgroup on sundays were really nice and funny.
MinecraftStoryModeLover
MinecraftStoryModeLover
you can try to reassure yourself to ignore these things, but it is hard to ignore these things which plague my entire life and existence. i am alone. 99% of my social interactions are online. anything else is at my job and only for the purpose of getting money.
我是太懒了,我懒到连拿起身边那瓶装得满满的水来喝都嫌麻烦。明明水瓶就在我旁边,可我唯一不喝的理由就是我不停地对自己说 :« 我等会儿再喝。 »,可最后却也根本没有在等会儿去喝。
iMoevious
iMoevious
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we're horsing around with this one
Basic_human
Basic_human
Were refusing to training with this one
Yall I was just chilling reading my manga. Nothing to deep and then the author just hits us with oh yah this girl was sold off and sexual abused and manipulated like wtf it’s still morning I didn’t expect that T-T
Slept for 18 hours and have now been awake for 11 yet I really want to sleep. Why am I such a sleepy individual
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Lowfyie
Lowfyie
I slept for 5 more hours and now my parents are mad at me, I do not falter though, or am disheartened. For when sleep calls, I always am to answer.
I read manga so shitty that I don't know how to channel my rage other than shitposting.

How do you do, forum lurker!!
The Student Council Election's results are out, and as I expected, I lost it pretty badly!!!! I got around 40 votes while my opposition got around 90..I do kinda feel bad but No problemo!!! I still have next year!!!!! Whatever, Here's a picture of Ame with a borgar!!!!

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My feelings after I fail : drawing , 3-d. modelling , creating music , learning theatre , Academic life , & in love :
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P.s. :- It feels more like gambling than ‘ꜹing fun.
P.P.‑s. :- I don’t actually think what I wrote there , I ʆimply think It is a Nice analoguͤ as to ‘ow I am feeling would be perceived by an Independent observer or an Emotional person.
Chen.png
Chen.png
You haven't "failed" to create something
Creating good things takes time, experience and practice
You arent going to become an amazing artist in a week, a month or even a year
It might take decades
If you truly have passion, you will persevere

About academic and love life ... maybe its for the best?
Not everyone can experience everything
athayanezant
athayanezant
@Chen.png Love life????
What the actual fuck is that shit????
Do not use that words when I'm still around the sity please~
Damn... It's 2pm and I already need my whiskey now~ :aquadrink::aquadrink::aquadrink::aquadrink::aquadrink::aquadrink::aquadrink:
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jecroisenlasuperioritedubel
jecroisenlasuperioritedubel
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