The tears won't stop, this reminds me of me and my mom too much
Putting aside the romance of this series, I spent my everyday with my mom. Everyday was so much fun looking back, even if I refused to admit it. I remember her last year getting diagnosed with Cancer, but I didn't react too much because I knew how strong she was. I remember going on vacations with my friends, who probably only invited me because they pitied me. I remember playing a game with my friend to be called in by my parents, and her telling me that she was going to die. I remember her finding a specialist and having the same optimism as my mom, believing that he would save her. I remember the last surgery and it being longer than expected, with a down take. I remember her final days. I remember being picked up to go to the hospital that was an hour away to spend time with her. I still remember naively thinking she was suddenly gonna get better. I remember going to school and making jokes to cope and make myself better, and coming home just to find out that she died that morning and I was the last to know. I remember being the last to know everything. She died almost 3 months ago, but coming across a series or just anything like this, with something that represents a sun coming into peoples' lives just to pass away makes me remember my mother all too well. I miss you mom. 💜