Bokura no Ai wa Kimochi Warui - Ch. 8

[MangaDex]

 

[Siklaws]

I fear this will end in an death.
I dont think any of our 3 girls should be judged too harshly as we can cleary see they have deep wounds, but i do catch me wishing they would seek some sort of profissional help to deal with their traumas. I guess if it they did we would not have a manga to read.

Thanks for the translations!

 

[onedumninja]

I get it for the younger sister. She's a freak (it's fine as long as she's happy) and the other freak is fine with it. Everyone wants to feel valid, especially teenagers who are very emotionally vulnerable. She definitely thinks no one else would accept her weird fetish, even her closest friends and family.

Losing the one person who doesn't judge her would be devestating. MC had that happen with meguru over a basic element of a relationship and look at how she ended up...

This shit is fascinating

 

[13zytyx]

Ty for the translation!

 

[Tcof]

wait, since when she know her step sis is the one Azuki's love and the doll base on ?

 

[youdontknowwho]

Meguru really told people she went out her plushy with a straight face.
Buckle up, people. We're in for some delicious trainwreck drama.

wait, since when she know her step sis is the one Azuki's love and the doll base on ?

Did you skip last chapter?

 

[Whatalily]

I don't even know who to root for in this anymore. Everyone is messed up and needs some kind of help. I mean, that's the point though, so I'm interested to see what the endgame couples are.

 

[Dingo777]

Always good when I get a new chapter of my fetish girlfailure Yuri manga!

 

[Ecchan]

Azuki is definitely hilarious, it is too bad Meguru's dad affair had such an influence on her daughter that it not only ruined the concept of love for Meguru but also ruined Azuki's prospects.
Still, I want the endgame to be Azuki x Remu.
Remu doesn't want to give Azuki to her onee san, that's right, fight for your soulmate (pervert) Remu chan.

 

[Baffled]

But why do you think that she didn't look deeper inside of you?
Just 'cause she wanted to do sexual things with you, doesn't mean she likes you ONLY for your body

 

[-OpsKuro-]

 

[Whatalily]

Azuki is definitely hilarious, it is too bad Meguru's dad affair had such an influence on her daughter that it not only ruined the concept of love for Meguru but also ruined Azuki's prospects.
Still, I want the endgame to be Azuki x Remu.
Remu doesn't want to give Azuki to her onee san, that's right, fight for your soulmate (pervert) Remu chan.

It's funny that the "fight" is going on without Meguru even knowing. You just know everything is going to blow up once she does.

 

[NARESH4444]

I dont think any of our 3 girls

Doumeki Niji,Remus' friend.

It's going to end with a 2V2 fist fight,but who is in which team will be the interesting part.

 

[wlftchtr82]

But why do you think that she didn't look deeper inside of you?
Just 'cause she wanted to do sexual things with you, doesn't mean she likes you ONLY for your body

Exactly! That's what pisses me off with Meguru's actions as a grown-ass woman. She still dismissed any other type of love/romantic desire Azuki felt* just because there was also sexual desire there. Simply because she assumes any romance is tainted the moment there is lust. It isn't, and I really ask myself if her mom didn't tell her that. I mean, yeah she's a victim too, she was cheated on, but I think that if her reaction to Meguru's hatred towards sex was so weak that the LITTLE SISTER had to mitigate, SHE's part of the issue too. Shows a lack of dialogue — maybe hesitance on the mother's part — to tell her daughter not all men are like this (I mean, the woman remarried, do you mean she didn't have that conversation about having a boyfriend and hitting it off and that he's a nice man who doesn't hurt her??). I don't know how divorce works, but shouldn't the parent who was the victim of adultery, specially if they find another parter in the future and doesn't become someone who avoids finding love again, make sure the child's image of marriage isn't fucking ruined by what the other parent did? Did she forget that the role model for relationships to a child is THEIR PARENTS?????

*Maybe MC still feels something — we know Meguru still clings to the possibility, even if she, just like Azuki, wants to mold the other and put her on this unattainable pedestal. I am not sure tho, I think Azuki's clinging too much to the idea of her safe space girlfriend that actually getting to know the newest version of Meguru would make her crash-out, so the obvious substitute to that ideal image of "someone like me, which who I can be everything that others seem to hate about me" is Remu, not necessarily as a gf, but a friend, special person, whatever. Contrary to Meguru, who wasn't rejected and traumatized by her gf like poor looser Utena from the horny magical girls anime was. Meguru's source of trauma was external to their relationship and she just projected onto it, while Azuki is being told to this day her feelings of affection were never valid.

 

[Attqqqq]

I’m torn equal parts “YES YES” and “OH NO”

 

[b58]

I (partially) relate to Meguru here, discussing other people's relationships always felt to me like the most boring shit ever, sex or not I had the same revelation growing up, you'd think grown ass adults would care less about this stuff but it doesn't seem to be the case.

 

[Redrot]

Another day, another banger. Usui Shio shits gold yet again.

And oh my, that ending. Really teasing us. On the one hand, we know Azuki would cling to any hope of Meguru, and this text could be lethal for her. On the other hand, this chapter literally starts with Azuki doubting herself and trying to correct course.

Will she act like the Azuki we've grown to know, or like an Azuki we will grow to know? Either way, I think it's a safe to say things will go wrong in the most amusing manner!

 

[Dingo777]

I (partially) relate to Meguru here, discussing other people's relationships always felt to me like the most boring shit ever, sex or not I had the same revelation growing up, you'd think grown ass adults would care less about this stuff but it doesn't seem to be the case.

See I’m the opposite, I love hearing about romance and relationships. I don’t like to gossip though, just take it in.

 

[dokidoki]

Exactly! That's what pisses me off with Meguru's actions as a grown-ass woman. She still dismissed any other type of love/romantic desire Azuki felt* just because there was also sexual desire there. Simply because she assumes any romance is tainted the moment there is lust. It isn't, and I really ask myself if her mom didn't tell her that. I mean, yeah she's a victim too, she was cheated on, but I think that if her reaction to Meguru's hatred towards sex was so weak that the LITTLE SISTER had to mitigate, SHE's part of the issue too. Shows a lack of dialogue — maybe hesitance on the mother's part — to tell her daughter not all men are like this (I mean, the woman remarried, do you mean she didn't have that conversation about having a boyfriend and hitting it off and that he's a nice man who doesn't hurt her??). I don't know how divorce works, but shouldn't the parent who was the victim of adultery, specially if they find another parter in the future and doesn't become someone who avoids finding love again, make sure the child's image of marriage isn't fucking ruined by what the other parent did? Did she forget that the role model for relationships to a child is THEIR PARENTS?????

*Maybe MC still feels something — we know Meguru still clings to the possibility, even if she, just like Azuki, wants to mold the other and put her on this unattainable pedestal. I am not sure tho, I think Azuki's clinging too much to the idea of her safe space girlfriend that actually getting to know the newest version of Meguru would make her crash-out, so the obvious substitute to that ideal image of "someone like me, which who I can be everything that others seem to hate about me" is Remu, not necessarily as a gf, but a friend, special person, whatever. Contrary to Meguru, who wasn't rejected and traumatized by her gf like poor looser Utena from the horny magical girls anime was. Meguru's source of trauma was external to their relationship and she just projected onto it, while Azuki is being told to this day her feelings of affection were never valid.

Wasn't the mom weirded out by Meguru getting all crazy about lust in ch 2, she even thanked Remu for distracting Meguru so she would end her rant

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

Utena's worst nightmare: Exes ⚰️