Imasara desu ga, Osananajimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimaimashita - Ch. 37 - Confession

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1. His feelings for Hikari never went away at all

2. His feelings for her resurfaced after the time he was in a relationship with Yami
Could see it being a bit of both really like yuu dating yami trying to move on from hikari, almost succeed but then yami ghosted him.
Yuu, who is heartbroken after the ghosting then spend a lot of time with hikari again so would make sense if his lingering feeling for hikari came back strongly or something.
 
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Let's hope he genuinely didn't do jackshit with Yami but they stayed together for 30 mins, bro 😭 that's some sketchy shit
Yuu/yami didnt stay together for 30 mins tho but its hikari seeing the kiss/slap 30 mins ago.
And judging by the last 2 chapter, you could assume that yuu looking for hikari, apologizing to her then hikari inviting him to the gym and the dance itself realistically takes almost 15-20 mins so its almost a certainty that yuu didnt stay long after that kiss/slap.
 
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I'm sorry, this is virgin talk, I cannot take you seriously. This is how you stay virgin all your life and only experience romance through second hand false expectatives in romance media.

Sometimes you meet someone and connect with them quick, even if is not "the love of your life" or "the mother of your children" and your head is a mess and is not prepared for a relationship and probably is a mistake. That's how a lot of relationships are.

Also, YUU AND HIKARI HAVE NOT BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO PRESERVE HIMSELF FOR HER LIKE THIS IS THE XV CENTURY.
True. Yuu and Hikari were never dating. Yuu and Yami had a fling. Hikari's heart was broken. Yuu's heart was broken. The only thing Yuu ever cheated on were his own feelings for Hikari. It makes a little sense tho when you consider the attitude Hikari gave him up till now. Don't think Yuu ever thought he had a shot (wasn't good enough) and now he actually fumbled it. Yami is a different case.
 
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Also, YUU AND HIKARI HAVE NOT BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO PRESERVE HIMSELF FOR HER LIKE THIS IS THE XV CENTURY.
Its not just that they arent in a relationship, but its been pretty made clear that at that point in time that hikari has only see yuu as a friend and nothing more.
So yuu being seduced by yami and then ended up dating her for a while make sense, he prob genuinely try to move on from hikari
 
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Don't think Yuu ever thought he had a shot (wasn't good enough) and now he actually fumbled it.
Exactly, he was feeling bad because he failed the exam and thought he wasn't good for her and Yami was there, both looking for emotional support and hormones exploding the lid and shit. Is not rocket science nor the trolley problem ffs.
 
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He couldn't fully compromise to neither as far as i can tell
He could he realized Hikari did not like him that way as she was setting him up with other girls. He's sad and meets Yami and both eventually find solace in each other. Yuu commits to Yami until Yami ghosts him due to her situationn with her mother. Now he's back to his first crush Hikari who drags him to the event he doesn't want to go to. Yami takes the opportunity to slap/kiss him.which we have no context for. Is it a good bye, I love you or something else. Yuu still loves Hikari and to avoid an awkward talk lies to her. Yuu knows why they are in the closet knows something off so shoots his shot to commit to Hikari.
 
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I think Yuu sleeping with a random girl he met on the street while preaching TO HER how much he loves his childhood friend is definitely fucking strange. He's a teenager, sure, but that doesn't mean we can excuse his actions. And, I mean, if he genuinely loved Hikari, why the fuck would he fuck a girl he JUST met on the street? If you really love someone, you don't go around thinking "okay, I'm in love with them but I can fuck somebody else whenever I want"? That's fucking strange😭... You don't go around thinking that type of shit if you really do love and cherish someone already..... It's giving mental retardation and being a piece of shit with no regard for his own feelings💞🎀
The main driving factor is dumb-dumb dick thinking. Him boning Yami wasn't his idea, that was all her being angry at the world and especially her sleazebag stepdad, and then finding someone she felt something for.

But in Yuu's mind he was incredibly depressed. He never going to catch up to Hikair, never going to be good enough for her, and the best thing he could do is move on. The author made a good juxtaposition with Yuu and Yami who are both engaging in self-destructive behavior because of lack of self worth and desire to eliminate what self pride they had.
Yami wanted to "ruin herself" so completely that she wouldn't object to her step-father molesting her and disrupt her mother's marriage.
Yuu wanted to fall so completely he could clearly never be good enough for Hikari and he would be forced to move on.
 
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"I'm sorry, Yami-senpai. Those times I was banging you? Thinking of Hikari, or rather, trying to forget her. Didn't happen though. Now if she doesn't push me away I'll confess to her tonight. Tough luck, maybe if you didn't ghost me things would've gone another way."

Man, what a nice guy.

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The main driving factor is dumb-dumb dick thinking. Him boning Yami wasn't his idea, that was all her being angry at the world and especially her sleazebag stepdad, and then finding someone she felt something for.

But in Yuu's mind he was incredibly depressed. He never going to catch up to Hikair, never going to be good enough for her, and the best thing he could do is move on. The author made a good juxtaposition with Yuu and Yami who are both engaging in self-destructive behavior because of lack of self worth and desire to eliminate what self pride they had.
Yami wanted to "ruin herself" so completely that she wouldn't object to her step-father molesting her and disrupt her mother's marriage.
Yuu wanted to fall so completely he could clearly never be good enough for Hikari and he would be forced to move on.
When we read this story we gotta remember these mfs are 16,17 yrs old ofc they'll be immature bro if I was yuu even I won't be able to resists Yami senpai temptation bet 90% of these PPL would get folded easily under the same circumstances ppl out here too soft reading the same fluff slice of life genre ik the real world sucks and this is just a way to escape reality but how long are you gonna do that yk in the end we're all miserable no matter what
 
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This used to be a feel good slice of life and these are normal teens. We know what you talk exists, but we aren't here for that.
Well, Hikari thought she was in a fluffy shoujo romance with Yuu. And those early chapters were all from her POV. Then we see Yuu and Yami's POV, and we feel shocked by how far off our expectations were. I think that's a thematic strength, where the disjointed and messy timeline shakes us like Hikari is being shaken. The mess is the point.
 
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I'm sorry, this is virgin talk, I cannot take you seriously. This is how you stay virgin all your life and only experience romance through second hand false expectatives in romance media.

Sometimes you meet someone and connect with them quick, even if is not "the love of your life" or "the mother of your children" and your head is a mess and is not prepared for a relationship and probably is a mistake. That's how a lot of relationships are.

Also, YUU AND HIKARI HAVE NOT BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO PRESERVE HIMSELF FOR HER LIKE THIS IS THE XV CENTURY.
Look, we all remember being fit for a chastity belt the second we got our first crush, as per Oklahoma law.
 
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Exactly, he was feeling bad because he failed the exam and thought he wasn't good for her and Yami was there, both looking for emotional support and hormones exploding the lid and shit. Is not rocket science nor the trolley problem ffs.
Self lothing and inferiority complexes are fucking DAMAGEING especially when you're a hormonal ass teenager I should know I suffered from both at points

Shit doesn't make you an inherently bad person it makes you human
 
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Well, Hikari thought she was in a fluffy shoujo romance with Yuu. And those early chapters were all from her POV. Then we see Yuu and Yami's POV, and we feel shocked by how far off our expectations were. I think that's a thematic strength, where the disjointed and messy timeline shakes us like Hikari is being shaken. The mess is the point.
I know, but I was answering for the comparison about the way messier love life of the person who answered me. I was going "woah, woah, woah, this hasn't to be Emergence".
 

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