WAIT A MINUTE
WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE
I SMELL A CONSPIRACY AFOOT
WHAT IF THE CHURCH IS USING THOSE DRUGS TO LIMIT HER LIGHT POWER
SO THEY CAN FORCE THEIR CHOSEN CANDIDATE TO BE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN USE LIGHT POWERS
AND THE PAIN SHE'S FEELING IS HER MANA THAT SHE'S NOT USED TO
HOLY SHIT