A Story About Wanting to Commit Suicide, but It's Scary so I Find a Yandere Girl to Kill Me, but It Doesn't Work - Ch. 24

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Then he doesn't want to commit suicide then, since dying isn't his goal. His goal is to specifically die by yandere (which doesn't make sense, do you want to die or not?)
His excuse is that he's afraid to do it himself, then got scared of being killed also. Like. Wtf.

IRC, he wants to die from someone that loves him, he is afraid of her brother to kill him because obviously he isn't into it.