Adachi saying shell change herself for Shimamura, and that "Do you hate me like my mom does?" Oh my god... I was in this exact situation before, and the sheer despair sadness and fear in this is overwhlmingly accurate. and shimamura handled it the worst way she could, Adachi is in such a painfull space right now, days aftr she say shimamura with tameki, and then not getting any call from shimamura afterwards... she must feel so betrayed.
I have gone theough something eerily similar, just a few minths ago and it changed me as a person forever, Im doing better now and have recovered, but Im here now without the person I once shed my tears to, I can only pray Shimamura and Adachi make up afterwards, Adachi deserves the world...