I know I sound trippy, and I can be, but trust me when I say this: I didn't like Junji Ito's artstyle when I first read his works (my first one was Frankenstein).
My point was: just because you don't like an artstyle doesn't mean it can't grow onto you/get use to it/like it, you know what I mean?
Also if you want to feel as high as Gojo after learning RCT, become sleep deprived. If you are sleep deprived enough your brain shoots out a lot of dopamine and it makes you stay awake, trust me from experience and Google
And just like any drugs, if your health starts declining that's a you problem