The point of the story was for MC to find her childhood friend and apologize
How she somehow didn't already become in love with her once she found her is WILD but makes sense after you realize how much sleeping with multiple women she's done hence why she doesn't seem to understand what love is atm hence butterflies in stomach
we went from
- Gota find childhood friend to apologize via going to brothel
- sleeping with fuck load of brothel girls
- semi LIVES with a FwB girl who is rich and practically acts like your wife and has ALOT of energy to fuck you 24/7 to the point of you just being tired all the time and day dreaming about her and creating habits thx to her
- then a tour of brothels across japan or something
- SHE FINALLY FUCKING FINDS Childhood friend
- they hang out together and almost bang but thx to time issues aka $$$ it gets cut off
- they go on a date and get to the hotel, start kissing and MC IS THE FUCKING ONE WHO BREAKS IT OFF by pretending its not a big deal and hurting Mai's feelings ONCE AGAIN

-NOW we are on this arc where they are pretending that BOTH are bottoms when MAI had no issue with trying to be a top and how she usually does a decent job at work but NOW her feelings of being a TOP is hurt so she feels she isnt good enough ALL because MC FUCKING REJECTED HER ADVANCES
SO NOW we gota fucking pretend that MC has to LEARN to be a TOP so she can BAG mai and tell her she loves her by sleeping with multiple women all over again
Lets just call it what it is, this whole arc is made to DRAG the story on, MC is now going to learn to be a top for shit reasons just so she can have a EXCUSE to sleep with all the brothel girls all over again to then EVENTUALLY finally manage to sleep with MAI
All in all its just way better for me to not even see MC as a piece of shit because I do see her that way BUT instead to just think of MC as a girl collecting Girls to join her harem
-Atm she has Multiple Brothel girls
-A RICH suggar mommy of a wife who I think was younger then her too
-Now she's trying to get the childhood friend to join the collection
And I'm waiting for her to add the college friend to her harem too
Hence Me thinking this way doesn't make me mad at MC anymore since this was never about MC's love for her 1st love childhood friend and instead just a Harem collection of MC sleeping with women LOL
Also just incase to those who want to tell me NO duh of course MC didn't love childhood friend blah blah blah
All I'm going to say is that NO ONE in their fucking minds would go on a MISSION IMPOSSIBLE tour of brothels to find your Small time childhood friend moment (she didn't spend alot of time with her) aka a needle in a haystack scenario if you didn't actually FUCKING LOVE THEM like your telling me oh yea MC only wanted to apologize for that one moment then I would say MC is fucking batshit crazy because who does that

that's WAY too much work just for that small incident for someone your supposedly not in love with
