Finding your own "voice" is really hard. It's easy to learn the fundamentals. You only need to go by the book. But to take what you like, combine it, reinvent it, that's really really hard. Finding an original style to call your own is for some, like an instinct. For others, it's the longest struggle.
And I'm happy to see that Yuka is being handled thoughfully but also not being coddled and fluffed up. She has some genuine struggles about how others see her, and her own broken conceptions of romance because she stands on a line between the gender binary.
I not totally sure how to read this, but is she happy that the girls seem to accept her? Or is she lamenting the difference between how girls and boys view her? What is happening in those pages?