the usual feeling of understanding something when i read things...
I don't even feel a speck of it, or rather it's the opposite...
I just... feel dumber for reading each chapter of this... for some obvious reason...
rather than an answer, question just kinda keep popping up over another question...
it's not like I hate it that much, it's just....
"WHY... WHAT THE FUCK... HOW... THE HELL..."