Bokura no Ai wa Kimochi Warui - Ch. 11

[TempestFox]

I don't think that Meguru changed her stance on physical touch, but she also regrets how she treated Azuki in the past. I get the feeling she's planning either to lecture Azuki into seeing her way of thinking, or is going to try to get Azuki settle for non-sexualized touching.

See those would be reasonable things to do though so we all know that isnt going to happen unfotunately

 

[Glimmung]

Wow, how was Niji even worse than I expected?

 

[igenetycs]

this shit is crazy. usui shio my goat is cooking again

 

[Glimmung]

See those would be reasonable things to do though so we all know that isnt going to happen unfotunately

Best case scenario Azuki just freezes up due to her trauma from the last time Remu "tested" her.

 

[3turtlesinacoat]

Honestly, the meguru azuki situation seems like it might actually have a positive outcome. Meguru looks determined to undo her past mistakes atleast. Heres hoping that it also slmewhat helps azuli with her trauma
Niji situation is however completely unsalvagable i fear. At the point where you "up to imterpretation" a living breathing person, you have completely lost the plot and need some serious help. Help that shes not getting because the internet has already stroked her ego way to much.
Thanls for the chapter!

 

[punpunpun]

I'm counting on Azuki being the one to say "nope."

please this

 

[Sanjuushichi]

holy shit things are looking CHAOTIC

 

[dumbziri]

Honestly, I think Azuki and Meguru will make it out of this cliffhanger fine, because then it sets up Remu freaking out over Azuki getting taken away from her. If Azuki fumbles again then that tension kind of goes nowhere.

 

[Resound]

delusional girl got hit by reality, dusgusting

 

[Sakuyadorf]

You're way different from my interpretation!

AYYY LETS GO SELF INFLICTED MENTAL BREAKDOWN
PARASOCIAL BREAKDOWN
LET THE VOICE OF LOVE TAKE YOU HIGHER

 

[Kitsune_115]

LET'S GO EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING

 

[kahoshi]

It's not every day where every person has a new and special mental illness in a manga.

 

[Yuri_Enjoyer_Deluxe]

TEMU Utena cant catch a break when it comes to touching, huh?

 

[JKTV]

Bruh I swear she better cut off the weird ass friend.
AND azuki better reject megurus question, don’t touch her.

 

[wlftchtr82]

Wow, how was Niji even worse than I expected?

EXACTLY! She dissociated so much she’s in complete denial that Remu is not a paid actress to her fantasies and actually a living, breathing person. Like, the way she says it it’s like she doesn’t even care if Remu connects the dots about the fanfiction — the fear of being exposed as a creep is gone.

Although I do think Remu will take her line as in “not the image I had of you as my friend” instead of “not the stuff I wrote online and shared with a bunch of people using your real name”.

I really hope that whatever it is, our sweet child doesn’t think Niji found out about the dolls and tries to explain herself (accidentally exposing her secret as a result). Because the way the delulu friend is acting, I don’t put it past her to spread it around.

 

[gmanhunt]

manga is all girls
they’re all deranged

 

[feignedremoteness]

Meguru really said I’m going to retraumatize everyone in this room and then myself

I think she intended to talk things through with Azuki, but the hand movement toward her thighs triggered her and now she’s back in her younger mindset of “testing” Azuki. She wants to play out the events that hurt her again in the hopes that she’ll get a different result, and she’s no longer thinking straight enough for the communication that might actually lead to one.
(Though it hasn’t been shown on screen, I think it’s fairly likely that Meguru would have had encounters in a car where someone tries to put a hand on her leg to start feeling her up before, especially since she’s college-age and social.)

I’m hoping that the progress Azuki has been making will either lead to her refusing OR (even better) have her focus on Meguru’s face and what expression she’s making/her emotions. Since not remembering her expression during their sexual encounter is a stumbling block for Azuki, and not having her emotions seen was a major issue for Meguru.
Now that Azuki has experience with Remu, she might have an actual grasp of her partner’s emotional wavelength and why that would matter.

Meanwhile Remu…….I’m just glad Niji is saying this outside instead of this scene happening somewhere Remu can’t easily run away.

 

[UdenEmpati]

Honestly, I think Azuki and Meguru will make it out of this cliffhanger fine, because then it sets up Remu freaking out over Azuki getting taken away from her. If Azuki fumbles again then that tension kind of goes nowhere.

If Azuki fumbles, it could cause her to backslide all over again, undoing all of Remu's efforts with her.

Especially if Meguru drops the bombshell that Remu's her sister, because I do not believe Asuki's been made aware of that just yet (I'd have to go back and read, but I swear that's been kept from her by Remu).

 

[NARESH4444]

Shit. Is. Going. Down

I don't see a survivor out of this mess.

Well, now i'm tense as f#ck. I hope our girls survive, whatever is gonna happen.

Thanks for the translations!

The dolls might

I'm pretty sure that only the dolls will...unless this moment triggers an outburst at the poor dolls.

Or even the keychain bag ornaments get wrecked.

Either way,blood will be flowin' like a river tonight!

 

[Redrot]

Absolute. Fucking. Cinema. Actual kino. Usui Shio cooked so much harder than expected.

Every chapter, I feel words are less and less adequate to describe how Usui Shio has perfected every aspect, usually to new heights. Just saying it's "perfect" doesn't really mean much, but actually expanding on it requires breaking this down, but the perfection extends to how things go together, so that doesn't work, and when everything is so damn good, it's hard to decide where to start!

Can't wait for the next chapter!