Man, reading your situation in the last pages reminded me that I also read it in another chapter a while ago and wished you good luck I'm pretty sure. I'm also unemployed, but if I could I would just donate so you could at least not be on edge for another month, I truly hope you can get a job, a gig, a lucky shot or anything, man. If you have to go back to wherever you were before, that at least you can find a way to afford the tickets, in the meanwhile I just hope for your well-being