Damedol to Sekai ni Hitori Dake no Fan - Ch. 46 - Bad Communication

[EulBassist]

That part reads to you like it's his thought as if he was a normal person/fan.

But he's not. He's a mega-otaku whose thought patterns don't follow common logic or human tendency. He'd happily be labeled a hosare-ota and continue on because there is nothing conditional about his actions.

Though everyone knows that. But I think its worth pointing out because his public actions and his internal thoughts are very much in line all the time. He has never deviated from this consistency, he isn't going to now.

Yeah but there's also the thing with his family (from chapter 32): he clearly feels inadequate when he's around them, and Urumin is almost like a lifebuoy or a beacon of light to him, so he's been desperately latching onto her. She isn't the only one keeping him afloat (there's also Kuzutani), but she definitely plays a big part in him not acting and feeling like a complete mess with no reason to live anymore.

To me, the "who am I here for?" felt not like Kimiya beeing angry at Urumin, but like him losing his light and the only thing that made him feel like he mattered to anyone. So I actually think now would be the perfect time for him to deviate from his usual behaviour. And then of course, he's going to come back to her, and they're going to get closer together, and hopefully, he'll be able to form a new and healthier kind of bond with Urumin. But before that, he has to stop seeing her as nothing more than his idol, and start seeing her as a girl. Because if he doesn't, their relationship just won't be able to grow, and nothing is ever going to change. And I think (and hope) this is exactly what we're heading to.

 

[TestAddress]

........ ... . K

 

[Crisxpy]

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God dammit...
i can't really get mad at Kimiya or Urumin... i have done this EXACT THING before...
hearing "i dont need you" from the person who you love the most ...
I reacted the exact same way as Kimiya did...

 

[Cashini]

lol the staff so funny X'D

 

[Bearman851]

EVEN STAFF DUDE IS SHOCKED.

 

[moGinsanity]

EH

 

[benshapiro]

 

[MopPhantom]

Its so over bros...

 

[DerpyVenom]

ええええええ？？？

 

[Cordonblue]

Urumin's Plan on Paper: Give him some supportive words so he doesn't get sick again.

Urumin's Plan in Action: GRENADE!

 

[Doomroar]

IT IS GOJOVER BOYS!

 

[TheWritingWriter]

Bro was so shocked he turned into a pencil drawing

 

[Ikarugashi]

Let's bet, it's either

A.) Prolonged Drama because Urumin and Uruota keep sending mixed signals
B.) Short Drama because the misunderstanding gets cleared up right away
C.) Drama instantly goes away because Urumin accidentally confesses

 

[DLRevan]

Yeah but there's also the thing with his family (from chapter 32): he clearly feels inadequate when he's around them, and Urumin is almost like a lifebuoy or a beacon of light to him, so he's been desperately latching onto her. She isn't the only one keeping him afloat (there's also Kuzutani), but she definitely plays a big part in him not acting and feeling like a complete mess with no reason to live anymore.

To me, the "who am I here for?" felt not like Kimiya beeing angry at Urumin, but like him losing his light and the only thing that made him feel like he mattered to anyone. So I actually think now would be the perfect time for him to deviate from his usual behaviour. And then of course, he's going to come back to her, and they're going to get closer together, and hopefully, he'll be able to form a new and healthier kind of bond with Urumin. But before that, he has to stop seeing her as nothing more than his idol, and start seeing her as a girl. Because if he doesn't, their relationship just won't be able to grow, and nothing is ever going to change. And I think (and hope) this is exactly what we're heading to.

I'm not convinced. It's more like this is just the reason he likes her when nobody else does. I think you're projecting based on what you want to see and rationalizing after the fact since you've already staked your position that the words are his.

There's no indication in the beach arc that he can't find any purpose without her, only that he admires her for doing what she can't. You also sound like you're mistaking why people support the idols that they do. As if dependency comes from their side. There are parasocial otaku out there sure, loads of them. Does he look like one to you?

 

[MrKamote2025]

Lol Kimiya probably has something to do and is forcing his schedule to the max just to attend every time but now he got the go, to not attend for a while.
Anyways thanks for the chap cant wait for the next one

 

[Tlux]

W plot twist. This gonna make her chase him now

I agree with this take