I use to find it pleasing when something bad happens in a book I had no attachments to things that were cliche and overused even in shounen Ai concepts that I read because it leaves a nice ache that I barely experience unless it's with the people I care about surely I feel it but I just wanted this to be WHOLESOME and sweet I really hope they're end game because they are special in my heart so please don't do this to me.
But this really hurts because they sort of broke out from that cliche they were diffrent I felt something warm that I barely get when reading novels or books even mangas/hwas/huas
I hope they end up together like REALLY REALLY.